Charlie or Charles Johnson

O mnie: I consider sex to be an art form. Because of the 45,000 year old cave art that was found, to me that art isn't any different than the inside of female vaginas back where their cervixes are because cave art is around dripping stalagmites and stalactites, and female vaginas have dripping wet flesh stalagmite and stalactite-style. If a person cannot reach back to female cervix areas, they don't have art available if they are interested in artistic sex. Wellhung males can reach the art shows, or males who are long enough but not wellhung. If the art isn't available to me, I will have to wait until my next life after I pass on of old age natural causes. For my penis size right now, having artistic sex would be like a couple of females getting together lez-style, and I would know they would have to rely on length from time to time which they would not get from me. That would bum me out because I dig art so much, so I end up alone as a recluse. The girls I used to date or talk to here didn't dig me at my size, so for me to be like a lezbo shemale is not what they wanted, even though anatomically that's how my penis is shaped. I need to be 3 to 4 times the length I am endowed with on an erection, that is, 9 to 12 or more inches long plus to become wellhung when flaccid and never retractile, I dig the wellhung look because I was born in Florida which looks like a wellhung penis and balls on a map, and I used to do alot of surfing there when I lived there. Really I am going to an art school of sorts taking online courses in art appreciation looking at online sex vids of straight long cock fucking until I pass on of old age. Other courses taught at the school I am taking are refresher courses I have already taken in psychological sensory deprivation, being deprived of the sense of sight of a long cock for myself, and deprived of the sense of touch being deprived of the feel of long cock, and coursework in sociological relative deprivation, being deprived relatively to long cock when I am just as qualified to be long as they were endowed with. The education is rigorous and not a walk in the park. Just because my work is self-work does not mean I am gay, and I'm not and never have been, and tested negative for HIV in metabolic profile labwork that I did not arrange, I guess they were curious. I am in my own art school so the work is self-work, I watch straight category long cock sex in school, when I graduate at my passing on of old age then I do straight sex, but right now, no I'm not gay at all. There are really 4 categories- straight, gay, transgender, and self modeling, such as a nude modeling for a portrait artist, or self suck if cock long enough like I've seen some guys do online, I wouldn't include self suck in the gay category because it involves only one person which is called a self, not a sociological dyad of two males. The photo of me below proves I am not a eunuch ftm guy. The skin line down the center of my balls is closed, and a eunuch has open labia lips there. My penis is large clit-sized. I am sexually blind to being able to see a female's anus when we would fuck backdoor-style and I would look down at her anus then but not be inside it, instead being inside her cunt, mine would be too short and would not go in and out. So my sex life sucks now as the art school student, but not in my afterlife when I graduate, I am an optomist that I will receive suckcour then, and I should since I am Cim Cimarron. I have to shave my face, and I have alot of face hair, so that proves I am not a 100% shemale thus am eligible for a wellhung cock to replace the short one I have. I see some shemales here that don't shave their faces but have wellhung penises. I dig wearing the xAct Fit 1" cockring, it is the best fit because it has a flat inner circumference, and it does plump it up more than if I didn't wear it. I dig it tight as seen in the photo below. Sometimes I pump it with a Passion Pump and the cockring on. I've never worn a cockring that also enlarges the balls, I don't see a reason to enlarge my balls, I just need a longer cock..................Fiction was found back in the early 70's in an article in a national men's mag when the article read "I dig dope, and I dig sex," it was found at a gas station newsstand in South Charlotte, NC when I had to drop out of college and regroup at home over the Winter quarter, I no longer have that mag, but I have the long term memory of reading that smut fiction, it was found in the Winter of 1971.................Fact was found back in the late 70's to the mid 80's in an article in a Hustler mag, possibly the one with the 8 page centerfold, when a female in it, Beverly Morris, was quoted as saying "big dicks are prime"